control

It's ironic that in a world and life spinning out of control the only thing we can cling to is our own will yet when we give up that will, our life and our world is in God's control. It's only when we can give up this tiny segment that we so visciously cling to that our lives can become in control. I don't know if I'm even explaining it like I mean it but it seems like I've been holding so tight onto the little things like doing what I want when I want.Holding on like it means something to have that freedom but if I just let God control that small part then my whole life can be in control.