a late introduction

I think I'm really getting the hang of this blog thing now that I have a steady internet connection. It occurs to me to introduce the blog officially. I find it funny that I should call this susie's secret when it's on the web for every tom, dick and harry to read but I liked the conflict in the statement. I think that no matter how much i end up sharing on here, or even how much i end up sharing with other people in my life there will always be a secret part of me that I will never reveal. I feel that it is quirky to have things that only you know about yourself. It's not that I'm unwilling to share me with others but it's more a part of me that only I can enjoy. This is probably why I enjoy my own company so much, alone but not lonely.

It feels strange saying that because I want so much to tell someone that I like the smell when it rains, that I have a process I follow when I'm drinking milo, that the song Barcelona makes me cry everytime, that i like to collect pistachio shells, that I love watching lightning storms, that I'm happy because I sing, that I wish i could capture pictures with my eyes...so many little things that make up one. I want to know that kind of stuff about someone, the stuff that doesn't matter but it does because it holds them together.